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  • So many things to tell you all - too many in fact to recount in one short blog.  No way really to recount all of the happenings of the last five or so weeks since my last 'real' blog.  So I will perhaps get around to catching up, or maybe I will just let it go and not stress about it.

    deâ‹…light: something or someone that gives great pleasure...

    I have been thinking much the last couple of weeks about delightAbout how somewhere in the course of this somewhat rough and tumble life I have been living, I have forgotten how to simply delight in the people and things that God has put in my life.  You know - those daily reminders of His goodness and love and ultimately, His heart for me. 

    I am realizing that I pretty much need to learn HOW to delight in things and people again.  It is a deliberate process - this slowing down and recognizing the good the beautiful and the simply breathtaking in the everyday... 

    And you know what?  It hasn't been hard to re-learn.  It hasn't been a struggle...to be quite honest, this learning process has been a delight in and of itself...  

    So - in the trying to catch up, and in the spirit of sharing things that I am currently delighting in - here is a photo from Christmas eve at the Kinne house - all of us 'kids' (as in those of us that are unmarried as of yet) in the traditional new Christmas jammie bottoms...I know I say this all the time, but I LOVE my family... 

    Haha - as per usual, it is IMPOSSIIBLE to get those boys to not act up during a photo...in order (L to R) Jesse, Abe, Jannah, Havah, Sam and Jordan.  They make me laugh, and so glad to be a part of such an amazing [though not wart-less] family!

  • Because it is an easy way to get back into blogging after a long hiatus...

    8 FAVORITE TV SHOWS
    1- The Office
    2- Scrubs
    3- Biggest Loser
    4- So You Think You Can Dance
    5- Gilmore Girls
    6- Will and Grace
    7- Amazing Race
    8- Survivor

    8 THINGS I DID YESTERDAY
    1- Had an impromptu 'date' with my sister Jannah
    2- Introduced Jannah to the Cracker Barrel (I have been horribly remiss in never taking her there before!)
    3- Laughed a lot (see above two items)
    4- Played Dr Mario with BOTH of my parents (and beat them badly, I might add! )
    5- Watched 'Enchanted' for the first time (cute, but probably won't see it again)
    6- Walked (literally) each and every aisle at Hobby Lobby - spending a couple of hours...so fun...
    7- Played a LOT on my computer.
    8- Read Chapter 2 in my Social Psychology textbook.

    8 THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO
    1- Graduation! (May 9th, in case you want to mark it for your calendars!)
    2- Seeing the many people spread out over the world and states that I really miss.
    3- Seeing what God has in store for this year
    4- Getting a new job - trying new things
    5- Coffee (it is brewing right now)
    6- Heaven
    7- Having babies
    8- Building my running endurance again

    8 FAVORITE RESTAURANTS
    1- Johnny Carino's
    2- Mimi's Cafe
    3- On the Border
    4- Bread Company
    5- Sonic
    6- The Elephant Bar
    7- Marketplace
    8- The Chocolate Bar

    8 THINGS ON MY WISH LIST
    1- Visit all my friends spread out over the states and the world. (England, Arizona, Tennessee, Texas, Arkansas, North Carolina and Kentucky top the list)
    2- Get completely out of debt.
    3- Travel to all seven continents and see the world....
    4- Have babies of my own.
    5- A family vacation with my whole family - no one missing.
    6- Losing 40 pounds.
    7- Running a marathon.
    8- This one is a secret....

    8 PEOPLE I TAG
    1- Wendy
    2- Laura
    3- Sajo
    4- Jen
    5- Deborah
    6- KK
    7- Kerrye
    8- SaDonna

  • Overheard in the breakroom...

    So I was in the breakroom at work - actually, I was leaving after my break was up - and I overheard one of the girls say something that made me turn around and ask 'What did you just say?!?'
    So she repeated it...
    'I would rather be a whore than a prostitute'.

    WHAT!?!
    I was a little confused, so I asked for clarification -
    'Ummmm - aren't they pretty much the same thing?  What is the difference between the two?'
    To which she replied - 'Well, one gets paid, and the other doesn't'.
    At which point I just turned back around, shaking my head and pondering why exactly she would rather be a whore than a prostitute...

    Things that make you go HMMMMMMMMM.......

  • Enough with the Debbie Downer! Mwa-mwa

    I was tired of looking at that last post.  New things to say and report on...

    First of all - thank you all for praying for me - I am SO.MUCH. better now. 

    I am now to the half-way point of finals - two down, with two to go.  I feel pretty good about how things have gone so far - I am fairly certain that I am going to end up with a 'B' in one of my classes, which is kind of sad since it will break my perfect 4.0, but at this point I am not even freaked out about it.  For those of you who don't know me as well as others, that is a HUGE statement!     I have one more final on Monday, and the very last one on Wednesday [worth 50% of my grade - YIKES] - then I am free for three and a half weeks.  It will be good to be finished - I'm not going to lie!

    Christmas is in full swing at Wally world.  Even though we have had Christmas stuff out since October, it seems like the actual holiday is sneaking up on me.  Hard to believe that it is less than two weeks away.  I don't feel nearly ready at all, or that I have celebrated the season nearly enough!  I am going to try and remedy that this next week after finals are over on Wednesday - Wednesday afternoon and evening my friend Kim [and possibly Laura] are coming over to do holiday goody baking with me.  That will be the official 'kick-off' of the season for me. 

    Friday night my siblings [over the age of 18], their spouses [when applicable], my parents and I will all get together for a night of family fun and hanging out.  We decided this year that instead of spending money on gifts for each other, that we would save the money and just have an ornament exchange/game night - time to just hang out, relax, play games and enjoy each others company.  I am still working on the menu for the night, but am really looking forward to the preparing...the whole evening actually.

    For now - I am hanging out at the house - watching a little television, working on Christmas cards, playing on the computer - drinking coffee with the fireplace going.  It is a good place to be on a cold night. 


  • She's come undone...

    [sorry - see protected post below]

  • Are you ready for this?

    I was over at my parents house on Monday night, and my sweet sister and brother in love were there with the kidlets as well...

    I think I mentioned earlier that my camera had run out of batteries the day of my brother Joe's wedding [or maybe I didn't and am just imagining that...].  At any rate, I had managed to get pictures of us girls getting our hair done, but then didn't have any of the ceremony or the reception, so my brother in love John had taken a TON for me.

    Long story short, John was able to transfer all of the pictures that he had taken to my computer [all 164 of them!], and so here are my favorite 40 or so. 

    I will understand if you don't make it all the way through - I am going to try and explain why I love each of these pictures.  And as you all know...I can get a little wordy sometimes!

    Let me just say - the wedding day was fantastic.  It was such fun - these events can often be filled with family drama, but the day couldn't have been better.  Out of the 10 of us 'Kinne kids', 8 of us were in the wedding party, which made for so much fun.  So fun to play dress up with my sisters, and my brothers - wow.  They are some handsome boys - even when you account for my personal bias.

    The day started out with my sisters Hannah and Jannah going to our friend Liz to have our hair done - she has been Hannah's best friend since they were four and a special 'adopted' member of our family - it was so fun to have her be the one to do our hair.  We all had different styles - Jannah's hair is naturally curly, and short, so hers was pulled back from her face with a few curls escaping, Hannah's was pulled into a yummy curly mass on the nape of her neck, and mine was off to the side.  We all felt like princesses...

    *Jannah and Liz*

    *Painting Hannah's toes while we waited our turn*

    *Jannah and I when our hair was finished*

    It was then off to the country club where the wedding and the reception were being held.  This would be the point where my camera died - so I only have one picture of Jannah and Hannah before the wedding in their dresses, and one of my newest sister in love, Nichole as she was getting laced into her dress...

    *Nichole had her arms crossed both because she was cold, and to hold up the dress - seriously, it took a good ten minutes to lace her up correctly in the back!*

    After we finished getting ready, it was time for pictures.  I don't think I mentioned yet that it was only 30 something degrees outside, with a very BRISK wind.  I was seriously unhappy with the photographer who insisted on keeping the wedding party OUTSIDE for a good hour/hour and a half.  We could literally not feel our fingers or toes after being outside for that long in our strapless dresses.  Ugh.  Should be interesting to see how the photographer photoshops out the watery eyes and pink noses.  hmph.

    The wedding itself was a fairly short affair - no more than 20 minutes.  I have to say though - I have been IN a lot of weddings [this is my 10th to be exact] - been TO a lot of weddings...but the absolute wonder and adoration on my brother Joe's face as Nichole walked down the aisle?  I have never seen that much emotion before.  It literally sucked the breath out of me - I am not kidding you - every single one of us 'Kinne kids' were weeping by the time she made it down to Joe - all of the sisters AND the brothers.  Not a dry eye.  Yep.  We are criers.   In our defense, we come by it honestly...my mom is a big time crier, and my dad is a huge softy too.  We didn't really have a chance!

    This is the only picture I have of Nichole coming down the aisle - it sadly just doesn't do her justice.  And random side note - what is up with the lady right there crossing her arms?  Not even looking?  Sheesh.


    After the wedding, we went straight into the reception for dinner and dancing.  This is where I have the majority of the pictures from...and I have to say...it was SO.MUCH.FUN.  I think the main reason that I had such a good time was seeing my whole family have such a good time - just hanging out and having fun and enjoying each others company.

    *Jannah and her big brother Caleb*

    *Jannah and Dad*

    *Joe and Nichole.  I was so glad - they both had such a good time just being with each other after a long week of wedding last minute stuff keeping them uber busy.  So sweet. *

    *The little people were not to be left out of the fun either - This is my youngest brother Jesse with our niece Bethany*

    *My dad taking a spin with his first granddaughter - my niece Tabitha*

    *Trying to get a shot of these two goobers [my brothers Sam and Abe] was nearly impossible*

    *My brother Caleb and my sister in love Joanna*

     

    *I love this shot of my sister Jannah - she was out dancing with our nieces Tabitha and Bethany, and they were LOVING the attention.  She is such a good aunt!*

    *My mom and her mom - I am so blessed to have such a heritage of godliness, grace and beauty.  I have to tell you - for 85, my grandma is one of the feistiest women I know!  Doesn't she look good?*

    *Three generations...*

    *My parents and I - man, do I love them. [if you look really hard, you can see the white rose I found to put in my hair ]  *

    *My youngest two brothers - Jesse and Jordan*

    *The requisite  picture of Hannah and I*

    *John's mom came with him to the wedding and the first part of the reception so that she could take the kids home after dinner and give Hannah and John some time at the reception to not have to worry about the kids...I caught them on the dance floor...*

    *Another shot of Joe and Nichole*

    *Jordan and I right before I dragged his shy rear end out on the dance floor.  [Cause I am a cool big sister like that]*

    *My brother Ben and sister in love Brittney taking a break from the dance floor*

    *Hannah and Liz - BFF's*

    *Before John's mom took off with Ian and Hadassah, John took his baby girl out on the dance floor.  Too bad she doesn't adore her daddy *

    *Ian got in a dance with grandma [my mom] as well*

    *And one with the bride...*

    *And also one with his cousin Tabitha...*

    *...while Hadassah chilled for a minute with the wedding coordinator of the country club [I really just like this picture of baby girl - isn't she sweet?]*

    *Bethany, Tabitha and Ian taking a break to hydrate*

    *I missed getting a picture of Joe dancing with Hannah, but he made it a point of dancing with each of us...cause he is super sweet and sentimental like that*

    *Sam paid a dollar to dance with his big brother during the dollar dance.  My brothers make me laugh so hard.*

    *Not to be left out, Tabitha and Bethany both got their turns to dance with uncle Joe*

    *Mom and Dad - 34 years of marriage and still going strong - such a good example for us *

    *Hannah, Jannah and I*

    Ahhhhhh - I love my family.

  • I am sorry friends - I know I have been neglecting my blogging recently...I was trying to explain it to Wendy tonight...just having a really hard time recently and while it may sound silly, the thought of trying to expend the energy to blog and put things 'out there' has just been too much.  Right now it feels as though I have just enough in me to get to work and school and not much is left over after that.

    I miss everyone.  I miss hearing from and about all of you - miss sharing my life with you.  Seriously.  I miss having people in close proximity to me that are 'easy'.  You know - the friends who can come over and just hang out - sit on the couch and watch television or work on projects...the kind that you can be quiet with or say anything that you want, whenever you want.  The kind of friends who know you from the inside out.  And like you anyway.   You ARE my friends like that.  But you are all so far [physically] away right now...

    And even with the missing - it feels like trying to connect again is such a BIG thing that requires so much it is overwhelming before I even try.  Bear with me while I work it out.   I love you girls...don't give up on me just yet?

  • sigh.  i know - i have been horrible about blogging.  just give me a couple more days to get over this school hump, and i promise i will catch you all up - i have a great list of random things to blog about - just haven't had the time.

    i will try on wednesday night...

  • sickness and squishy eyeballs...

    ...still sick, but I had to get on here for at least a minute to say that I am alive - just not very well at the moment.
    I left work on Tuesday night after going in late and only being there for two hours...today attempted school, but left before my last class and called in sick to work.  If I wake up still feeling as cruddy as I have been, I will not go to work tomorrow, but will go see the Dr, and probably try to get in to see a chiropractor as well...give this yucky-ness the old one-two punch. 
    For now, I am drinking a ton of fluids, beefing up on the vitamin C and resting a TON.

    Wow.  How boring am I?

    Here is something interesting - at least to me, and perhaps all of you can weigh in on whether it is 'normal' or not.   So for as long as I can remember, when I am congested, and rub my eyes, my left eyeball makes this odd squishy noise like I could potentially pop my eyeball right out of my head.  It is WILD, and kind of sick to anyone listening...it doesn't hurt at all, and is kinda fun to play with while I gross other people out.  Is it wrong of me to get such a kick out of grossing other people out?  hmmmmm

    And now, five minutes into this post the medicine has kicked in and is making me super sleepy all of a sudden. More of this riveting babble later...

  • The [kinda] weekly update...

    Sorry all - once again, time has slipped away from me...

    It has been a super busy week, filled with lots of fun.

    Last Thursday my BFF Jen came to town to visit for the weekend - it was pretty much the highlight of my year...one of those idyllic weekends that you really couldn't plan better if you tried.  Walking, talking, exploring and trying new things together [like the farmers market on Saturday morning - I found some of the absolute yummiest jam EVER], watching Baby Mama and the Office [season 3], laughing our guts out, drinking LOTS of yummy coffee and hot chocolate, staying up late, sleeping in later than either of us normally do, looking at the photo history of Havah and her life [all THREE photo boxes - I know...yawn, right?  She totally dug it.  Go figure.].   The weather was beautiful, and it was so fun to show her all around - where I work and live - doing the meet and greet with the family, seeing where I grew up.  I took her up to campus to show her around - all of the buildings and places that I spend so much time in.  She even got to meet one of my professor/friends, Flo.  Sigh.  It was so good.  Just breathing the same air and being in the same space was so incredibly comforting.  Sometimes it is just nice to have your BFF's face right there in the same room when you are pouring your guts out [rather than on the phone].  She does my heart SO. MUCH. good.  There really are no words.  I love you Jen - thank you for making the trip and for taking the time to come.  You blessed me beyond words. 

    We did not get many pictures, but here is one for all you visual folks.  This was taken on the beautiful back deck of the house that I am living in...[just fyi - our shirts really weren't THAT close in color - they just look that way in the picture.  I will admit that it looks super 'matchy-matchy'...]

    Then since my lovely roomie Tina was taking the picture for Jen and I, I thought I should take advantage of being in the same space together [cause we are hardly ever in the house at the same time] and so she hopped over and we had our picture taken together as well.

    Isn't she lovely?  I cannot even tell you how grateful I am for Tina - she is so sweet.  Inside and out, and so super easy to live with... 

    Sunday Jen left [yes - I cried absolute buckets - all while reminding myself that I am lucky to have friends that I love enough to cry over when they leave], and Sunday afternoon was the wedding shower for my soon to be sister in love Nichol.  I dorked out and didn't remember my camera until the end, so I have no pictures from the shower.  It was fun and she and my brother Joe got a lot of cool stuff.  I was thinking as I sat there how different it is to have a brother get married than it is to have a sister get married.  I was so involved with Hannah's wedding - not so much with any of my brothers...it felt a little odd to be a sister, and a member of the bridal party and yet be sitting there so far removed from the whole process - basically I am showing up for celebratory stuff that other people plan.  Don't get me wrong - I love them, and at this point in my very busy life I am super grateful to not be in the middle of all the planning.  It is just odd and different.  At any rate - everyone was leaving when I remembered my camera, so I did get a good picture of my sister Hannah and I.

    Anyway.  Sunday night I went to my sister and brother in
    love's house to visit with them and the babies.  I haven't gotten
    pictures of Ian and Hadassah lately, so I brought my camera to get some
    pictures with them....
    As soon as I got in the door at John and Hannah's, Ian was hitting me up to play Candyland with him.  Even at three years old, the kid has serious Candyland skills - he totally beat me.  And I am telling you - even at the tender age of three, and for a little boy that I adore - I DON'T throw games.  I am all about fostering a competitive spirit

    He is sooooo good about cheesing for the camera - sheesh - those eyes are killer, aren't they?  So while we were on the floor anyway, I decided to try and get some pictures of Hadassah.  She, unlike her brother, is NOT so good at the picture taking.  We tried one first with both of them...

    Haha - not so much.  Then it was a game to try and see if I could get her to stay on my lap AND smile at the camera all at the same time...

    Here is the best one :)

    Playing peek-a-boo with mommy....


    Sweet picture of my sissy and 'baby girl' [as Ian calls her].

    And last, but not least - a little sibling love.  Pinch, poke....

    I love my family.  Have I mentioned that lately? 
    Gotta go to bed.  Later friends....